Thanks so much everyone 
You are all very kind.
It has been 4.5 months since she passed, but it is still surreal to me that my sister is really gone. There are still MANY times when I think to myself "Ter would love this!" or pick up the phone to call her. Because we 3 (Terry, myself and my other sister, Tracy) all love the Beatles...they are a connection, a comfort to me...and being here on this site is really helping me too.
Sky090909 - I'm so sorry that you know how losing a sibling feels. I'm ...